how did you start improving in ur art?

I’ve been drawing since I was 6 yet I haven’t gotten better at ALL, I’m not sure if it’s how long I practice for or how I’m learning because all I do is just sit down, get a random reference and draw for like 5 mins then quit because it sucks.

I just wanna know how do I, 1. Start improving(like best YouTubers or videos to watch) 2. stop hating my own art(looking for tips that you learned along the way and 3. to find motivation..