acceptance

after a month of fighting and battling my T to the utmost, i think im ready to accept it. still booking a follow up with a different ent to get another opinion about diagnosis and treatment, but i feel im making baby steps towards acceptance.

i also literally just cried about everything wrong in my life for about 3 hours and i feel better about anything and everything wrong that has ever happened in my life so idk maybe that contributed

i think i am realizing i could be in a worse scenario and am blessed with the level of T i deal with

anyways, thanks for listening to/reading this rant!